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Wanted to write about his about his miss.

10 days to go home soon, and I desperately told myself that you can never be together.

I tell myself not desperately want him in, you can not be between the results.

Perhaps I did not go home the day of fortune-telling, I think I will have to go at all waiting for him, love him.

But now when I think of him when he would like to call, I will tell myself, impossible, why then, why make life difficult and their own.

I would like to adapt to the days without new hats him, I would like to adapt to life at home, I would also like to meet the day after the contact is not.

I know you, like me, confident that no matter how long we are apart, no matter how far apart we are, as long as the fight against rational thought, as long as we are a telephone, a word we will be back. Including feelings. But I want to tell you that you are wrong , and this time I will not be back. I will not have to wait inyou will not allow themselves to be any harm. I would not stay in between us any opportunity to come together. perhaps When you really come to understand now, I have a wife of another person. our feelings can be continuously cut to describe entangled.

Uncle, girl I want to hold you, do not let go all his life. I am well aware, like you and me. But we are no copies of yuan. My next life we have with you, my next life waiting for me. Do not do like this life. ,

I know it is very difficult to forget you, I also know that there is no need to get out of your day more difficult. But I will certainly efforts to control their own will. Love you more deeply, you hurt me deep there. I understand the pain you can not not understand. Thank you, Have you ever loved me. wait for you to come back next time. We may have changed, although there are 10 to meet a few days, but I must let their 10 days in this changed. I do not want to love you. I am tired,

We will never the past, no longer a. Bless you girl.

Habits of the heart in the night, noisy.

Here at noon today as the voltage really do not. Fans are not moving up. Sleep in a bed and hot.

Months had no choice but to wipe the floor clean. Put a pillow to sleep on the ground. This is the first time dorm room to sleep on the floor, normally I would wipe the floor clean. Noon to rub on a bit so-so. Sleep on the floor in the really good cold, calm down. think of the old order of things. reminds me of the stupid ago.39s own ignorance … …, eyes slowly started to blur together. I have always had in mind, I did not give him time to time issued a message to his phone calls, Internet access will be stealth. because I am really good guilt. to his guilt. There are some things, obviously it is wrong, but did not say sorry. even if it is a kind of, I did not export to hear him say that the recent busy with work, the more I do not want to disturb him.

I want to say this time he. He has recently he has some things. Or the anguish of his own, I also can not afford to help him, and he recentlyme, perhaps it key holder is really annoying. I heard a man will have trouble with other people suffer do not want to say. avoided on a bear. … … but I.

I. Tell you that I do not care about you. So I did not feel safe. When you asked me why, when? I do not know how to answer. Because cheap key holder I can not find a suitable reason. When you ask me how do you so, will let me eliminate that feeling. I do not know how to answer!

You are a busy afternoon today. Until now did not have time to eat when still in overtime. I really feel ashamed.

Your heart.

This time I have big pressure. I have trouble. Vicissitudes of mood also, and sometimes even suspect he or she will have a psychological disease.

Sometimes I woke up after the middle of the night, really good to find people to talk. However, not daring to see that time out. I do not want other people also affected by the kind of hard feelings.

Fear of darkness. In the absence of night sleep in the room there is no lighting. But every night I will let the lights turn on the toilet, so that mapping in the whole room lights. For fear of waking up to see the middle of the night darkness.

Fear of loneliness. I will not let the bed there is any extra things to hinder me to sleep. Now more than a pillow. A very soft pillow. I can sleep with. I will hold tightly. Because of fear of wake up at night. No one accompanied, at any rate there is also a matter of fact Dongdong himself with really good I want a simple , but I have not been received to be too short so it is is not a long time.

Ah voice, wearing slippers, thewalk in the street, listening to the footsteps of his ring knock streets, say a time, there is no end … …

Streets, familiar and new key holder strange, through, but not to the demerits of this busy city, that I can only be passed by. Stop-and-go, from one city to another city, from the strange to the familiar, I travel around, far apart, simply because, in this city in the warmth I want. Today, the warm weather on the left.

I had to repeat the left side of the road from the station to the hostel, far away, but the pace from the hostel to the company, before the footsteps of a hurry, but only the voice of slippers from companies to shopping centers, shopping malls have changed the display is far more than from shopping malls to the park, laughing all the way now the only sighs alone parks, road remote, but also in the distance. Go all the way, the way a sigh, the world39s flowers a story along the way, have gone through, passing, and remember who have been here who has?

Lights flicker, shadow, all the way back … …

Tonight, for whom I am passing through here tomorrow, I will go from here?